Interesting experiences

For the past several weeks I have noticed something new about my way of being when interacting with people outside of my home. I have a clear image of the change but I am finding putting it to words to be difficult.  Most of the word patterns that are coming up are not...right.

My general way of being is peaceful, calm and happy, often even at times when one or more people around me are being belligerent.  And many times when I interact with people they are pleasant and the transaction is good.

But lately it has been... More. As you can probably tell, I am still struggling with this. I do tend to frequent the same places. So I do see the same faces repeatedly.  That does not explain the change though.

Each one of these exchanges has been more powerfully positive than they were in the past. It is like there is something in my way of being that other people see and it resonates with something in their way of being and the energy that I put out is passing through them and coming back even stronger from them to me.

A simple back and forth conversation of pleases and thank yous when ordering food somehow keeps ending up with me and the other person massively building positive energy to the point of  nearly overflowing with joy.

My gratitude at being adequately assisted in my endeavor is only matched by their enjoyment of having been able to assist me. I am sure to the reader this seems stupid or corny or even crazy but I swear it is real.  I have literally gotten back into my car afterwards wondering just a little why I have such a huge smile on my face.

This type of connection is not exactly new to me. I have had a similar experience with customer service type things before, but not where the energy level keeps building. Usually it just reflects back and forth and stays around the same level.

Actually it's more like, when you start a new romantic relationship with a person. You go back and forth talking with one another. And as you find out more and more about how you are alike and share things in common the excitement and enjoyment of the relationship continues to build with every passing moment.

It's love. Love is pouring out of me and into other people. It is being amplified and given back.  I am sure of it.  But why? What has changed about my way of being recently to have made that big of a difference?  I have been doing a lot of inspirational reading and motivational listening. It could be that I suppose. Most of the things that I have read, heard and seen recently I already thought and or believed though. Some things were defined in a more clear cut way and perhaps that is the difference. I am thinking and doing the same things just in a more precise and less general way. Much of what I have read says that to the universe something is not real until it is specific and measurable.

This set of experiences I will reflect and meditate on. I may write more about this later. For now I will enjoy it and hope that things stay this way.